He is sweet loving and loyal. He has the cutest snout and prettiest eyes.He is a stray but he wandered into my heart the minute I saw him.Our time together is limited as he passed away 5 months after I adopted him, and today is the first day of his passing (29/1/17).As I am writing this, I think about the time we spend together, and the stupid things that he had done that never failed to put a smile on my face.I hope that after 10 or 15 years from today, I will still remember him and reliving the moments that I spend singing to him and spending time with my little STUPID.I hope he is doing fine right now.

Today is the second day of his passing(30/1/17) and gosh it is hard to express my feelings right now.I know that letting go is hard and that this is just a passing phase but I do blame myself for the cause of his death.I think that I should not been so hard on myself afterall tommorow is my 17th birthday!!! He will always be with me and always be apart of me.He has been the most memorable part of my teenage years both good and bad.I think it is unfair for him to leave us so soon and so young but that is faith.It's been great having him as a friend and pet but most of all the companionship that he has given me though my 16th.I really hope that he would stay to celebrate both Chinese New Year and my birthday with me.Love forever, XXX

So Yeah,today is my birthday(31/1/17) and this is probably the last time for this year I will be updating Stupid's page.Time never stops, it's already the third day after his death and I think I'm already adjusting to my new surrounding.It is both sad and depressing to see your dog die in front of your eyes but it's time to forget the past. I remember the day I first found him.He was just a little runt, covered in dirt and sand.Shivering and scared, he tried to escape.I pick him up and brought him in .After a quick dry up, I finally saw what lies beneath those fur and with those cute innocent eyes,he stared back at me.At first my family was shocked when they saw a dog at the study room, but I convinced them to let him stay until I find his owner. but days turn into weeks and weeks turn into months, Until now I still can't find his original owner. I think he is still searching for him right now. However,it is already too late and he is now free from the pain that this world has to offer, turned into nothing but ashes.This is my three day diary after Stupid,s death , I really hope that none of my friends will discover this page and that this could stay a secret from everyone else. I could not have ask anything better but to wish that I could see him once more and may our faiths be reunited again.