don't you miss me crackers, don't you want to see me again? :./

I don't think I can ever live with this heartache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sorry may.. :(

Please keep looking for her, I'm never going to have a good night sleep if I don't hear about her

Sad 2 know cracker is lost... Missing tabahkan hati ya, mgkn dia akan blk. Jgn ptus asa cari dia..

SIGH!!!

hmmm.. thanks inanza..

any updates??

no.. sorry..

you managed to put the notices everywhere as well as the bus stands? will go there one of these days.

right. i can only hope your instincts are right, hopefully not just for your own good. i mean, we save animals from the streets, maybe we should all stop because they are happy outside, and they've always been outside cat, why bother rehoming. great excuse.

so you never put up the fliers? May I ask if you did bring her to your mom's home?

if she ever comes back, let me know, i am craving back for her.

i may be blunt, but i can't be nice when i am this worked up, stressed, and EXTREMELY worried about the most precious cat I've known, who is now, lost.

Give. her. back. to. me.

hi guys.. i think its possible that crackers will come back.. i fostered a pregnant stray last year and she did rip the screens and fencing out of the my windows to escape.. i don't think she wanted to give birth in my house. cats are very picky about where they give birth and the birthing area has to be just right. anyway, my point is, she came back everyday for her meals and eventually i managed to make her comfortable enough to give birth in my house. i did have to spend a lot of time outside my house waiting for her though but eventually it paid off.

she was caged up where she fights to get out, where the adopter wasn't even happy of her being there in the house. I don't think she'll want to come back to her cage, cus that is where she spent her time in being stressed out, even more when she's caged up.

thanks for the comment may..

lynielime, thanks for sharing your experience, everyday we drive around looking right and left and expect to hear kittens voice.. if i see her, i will send her back to may.. its not that i hate crackers, it was hard for me and i cant meet may's expectation.. i take care of them as how i can afford, not like what people say i should, i also have 2 other cats in the house.. i did not cage her purposely because i like to.. i did it because its only safe for everyone else and my other 2 cats.. you know how pregnant strays are.. im sorry..

the only expectation was to be considerate, and that is essential when you commit to take care of anything at all. I very much know how pregnant stray cats are, stray or not, they all will behave about the same way. You couldn't take it that she's not running around playing with you the first day she was there. It's never going to happen that way. Yes you told me you understand, but actions spoke louder than words. Our suggestion was to let her out in a room where she's free to roam so she doesn't struggle for wanting to come out, since she's already behind closed door. Did you listen to us while we helped? Or were you trying to defend yourself and flick us off by telling me you're not stupid? She isn't harming any other cats, if you cannot be considerate in situations like that, because cats do have their bad times and days, please, don't take in anymore cats from anybody at all. You will give the foster a very very hard time. I am the proof. This is such a bad experience for me, although you promised me to take great care of her and it's still playing in my head the way you said it.

Yes you did hate or dislike Crackers very much. You complain to me about her just about every single day. Not because of her noise and behavior, but her. I was already planning to take her back, because you couldn't understand her situation. She WAS with me before she moved to your place. I know Crackers very well, she will not walk to other cats and attack, she stays in her own place, only unless cats come that near to her. But then again, that is what pregnant cats do, they're protective.

I do hope that you actually drive around and look for her. What happened to the notices?

Now that it's happened, whatever you say to defend yourself has no use. Needless to say more, I hope whatever you're saying is true, because that is all I can do.

im not going to take any other stray cats from people, thanks for telling.. crackers do attacked us, even you.. she attack legs and abang adik, anything that move near enough to be scratched like i told you, we are afraid of hre paws, so we feed and stroke her inside cage, like i told you..

and i told you almost everyday, but you never want to take her back, that shows how much she means to you.. you want to put her to sleep, you want to send to spca, all you just say, emotional blackmail.. then you said you dont want to take her because you can use the money that must be spent to come pick her to feed other stray cats for weeks instead..

dont twist the tale may, you mislead me saying she so tame and loving, i know she is fierce because of the pregnancy, i was having hard time having her because of her character, and yours, that's why i say 'im not stupid' but you keep repeating things like a broken record.. i never said i hate her.. i never feel that way.. but what do you care, right.. it doesn't matter..

you suggested her to be outside room, we move cage to living room, still you wanna complaint.. we cover with blanket like suggested.. it doesn't work, still cries.. i dont have intention to keep in cage before i know her temper, because you lied to me, she's not at all tame, dont have to explain again why. i tolerate because of the responsibility.. if it is my fault she went to give birth elsewhere, or run away from confinement in cage, dont like my place, there's nothing else i can do about it, you gave her away, you never want her back, suddenly when she is lost, you ask me to return her? why when she was here and i was down and disorientated about her, you dont want her back? why now?

if she is so precious, you should come visit when she's not herself, when i dont know what to do, but you dont seem to care, only talk talk talk.. when i have nothing to say, you become angry. you can come here and put up posters with me if you want, but not a word about that.. still can come if you really care.. we can put up posters together..

so may, blame me, god knows.. i take responsibility of my action, i tried my best that i can afford, that's all i can say for the time being..

~~guys guys..cats are cats..they are like children..they changed personality or they choose people...we just do the best we can for them.. she might go out to find a good place..and she'll return with the kittens...if not, just pray for her good well-being, not arguing and pointing fingers to each other...

Take mine for example: i brought in another cat, the first cat scratch roar at me, hissing at me... after a day, pujuk..ok balik.. I sent her to my auntie's place, i wanna say bye bye..she doesnt even look at me even i tried to tarik teh face to face me... sadden me pun... then after i bawak balik, she hissed at me, scratch me and even struggle very hard to get away from me..after 5 days, after everyday of petting and stroking her head..try to brush her fur tho kena cakar2 melampau...she finally came and sleep rite on my hands or my legs..

it takes time..and cats do have temperament..and the temperament that we can tackle..

Hish..you all nieh..nieh baru kucing..kalau u kena jaga/teach/train 100 boys everyday... takkan nak salahkan orang for the individual temperamant yang every and each of them represent....

Conclusion, calm down, and pray hard for her... This will not solve anything..

So you saying about you HAVE put posters around is just another junk? I wonder how much more junk you told. If you UNDERSTOOD, you will understand why she changed from being a tamed cat (like I said). if you also understood how it's like to be immobile, then maybe you will also know how it was terribly hard for me to go over there. When putting up posters is an easy task. I didn't just "talk" like you said. I was encouraging you so much, giving ADVISES, not only you like to assume that I call you stupid, but you also call it as complaining. This is how you take it, now I know. When I told you that I will take her away, you were SULKING. I had to pujuk you when it is so hard myself. Can you see how understanding that is about you? If you were there to see her suffering when being transported, you see why I would put it as the VERY VERY last resort to bring her away. She is pregnant, being caged up, transported multiple times, new cats, new owner, and you expect her to be running around having fun. I cnanot imagine how much stress she was under, I can only cry every single night. Whether is it emotional blackmail or not, that is what I have to do and WILL be doing when I take her back from you. Still, decision stands.

Yes I do blame myself big time from this. For putting Crackers under your care, or if there was any at all.

nuff said. i always fail to see how pointless it is, but it's about time i should stop.

Just give me a call whenever you find her.

p/s: jetcat6691, this is the first time I am really blunt with her. You might have received calls from her about how to take care, but how much has she listened? We all have been giving her suggestions and explaining, she took it as calling her stupid. I am happy someone is proud of her putting a cat in so much of pain and stress. I have been extremely patient, even when she's ridiculously sulking with me. I talk to her almost everyday, and if I were ridiculous now, you would think I was totally senseless in even trying with her. Your advise of caging her up wasn't something you can take and apply it to every situation, yes I know it's good that you do that for pregnant cats, but situation is different, you need a different approach, how much has been listened?

~~ smiling ..peace for all..

hi may
u jangan tau nak marah missing jer. u yg beria2 sangat nak dia adopted crakers. bile dia x mau u cakap nak put her to sleep la, send her to spca, bla..bla..bla...

u tau x kenapa dia ambik crackers - sebab dia x nak u put her 2 sleep or send her 2 spca.

mising try her best u know. event she call me at JB tanya how 2 handle pregnent queen. aper yg i cakap dia buat, susah pun dia buat jugak tau

i rasa lebih baik crackers tue hilang daripada ader orang nak put her 2 sleep or hantar ke spca

4 missing i proud of u