i took her at the adoption drive bcoz shes the least wanted kitten and i like black cats. She looked a bit sick and the caretker said she will be fine after one flu injection,,but she just got worse even with many kinds of treatment.i had her for a month full of gruel trying to get her to take meds, eat,drink and cheer up while cleaning the mess she made all the time.
brought her hometown for raya haji.at raya night she went completely flat.comes the first raya takbir in the morning,she starts spasming,i knew she was dying.i expressed my love for her and i was ready to let her go.but she took very long to die.just keep spasming and went flat intermittently while letting small cry wen i call to her.i had to euthanize her at vet at 3pm to help her departure and end her suffering.most people in the household dint get wat i was doing with the ugly disgusting cat.some suggest to bring her outta hose to die,some thought to inject her to die is cruel.
wen shes dead i left her body in big dumpster bcoz i need to go raya at people house on the way back,but i just couldnt bear it so i returned,took her back from inside the dumpster and buried her properly.
she was my first cat of me and my husband.her name was emily.i hope she would forgive me for sometimes things got very tense wen she was sick. but evryting i did was because i want her to fight to get well.i know she'll nver disappear from my heart.poor emily,for month i had her i only saw her once open her eyes widely and tried to swat the toy.